i wish.

i wish i was a rockstar. i want to go on tour. drink every night. wake up in random places and not know where i am. see other cities. and meet lots of people.

i'm great at making connections and pretending to be a rockstar.

someone once told me, "you're a rockstar once removed."
i think that's true.

i'm getting too old to lead a life like this. my day job doesn't appreciate it.

i also really like my solitude. maybe the rockstar life isn't for me. i could do it, though. i know i could.

just random.

i'm a mess of instant confusion.

likes: lucero, alt-country/punk-country, folk music, live music. good whiskey and cheap beer. coffee. sleeping. rain and clouds. brunch. silence. solitude. bacon. darkness. sun. sweaters and scarves. tattoos. books. kicking people's asses. long distance driving. sarcasm. butterfingers. dive bars. myspace. randomness. craigslist.

dislikes: red meat, ignorance, stupid people, vodka, popped collars, most t.v., paying bills, getting hit on. small talk. the telephone. decaf. starbucks. mcdonald's. clutter. cheaters. large groups of people. religion. people who think they know you....when they don't.

a glance into me.